NP: Drew Chadwick, Stranger
Let's live life.  You're never going to find the answers to your soul.  You're never going to be satisfied.  You're always going to want more. La di da di da.
Life goes on.
But you most certainly can try by going out and living your life.  Get in trouble; find your rhythm and your beat.  Welcome to the lies.  Find your own happiness however the heck you want to.  So if the rain is pouring or the sun is out, don't waste a second, just get out.  Go see what you want to see and be who you want to be.  Welcome to your life.
Hold on, I gotta stop and thank God cause i'm alive and livin.

NP: Maroon 5, Just a feeling

It's just a feeling that I have.  It will go away soon, right?  Or will it?  The numb controls me from the inside out and I can't help but allow it.  The more thinking I do the more it hurts and the anxiety comes.  I'm good at hiding things.  Nobody really knows me.  If you think I've told you everything or anything; you would be wrong.  If you think you've snooped into the depths of my innermost valuables; you're wrong.  Because I hide things.  I don't tell people, because people don't really care about me or my thoughts or my problems or what I want to do with my life.  They may say differently but let's be honest here; who is it going to be?  The one who supports me throughout the whole journey; every up and down?  I haven't found anyone of such characteristics yet.  Maybe it's just me being selfish or insecure or not being able to trust.  But I don't- trust.  I can't.

 

NP: Emblem 3, Chloe

"I know your sister turns everyone on. But I have not doubt that you're the one that I want." <3

Is it that impossible to ask for? For your dreams to come true? To get what YOU want? To be wanted? At this very moment in time it seems so. To have everything snatched out from under you like a flash of lightning. Don't give up hope, because you never know; if it just may go the way you that you want.

I wish I were her.

NP: Emblem 3, Just For One Day

I've been so off my writing game lately.  But hey, we've only got one life and boy have I been living it.  I've been chasing dreams, opportunities, inspiration and not looking back.  Too many worries have been on my plate and as of right now, I'm dumping them all.  Life is a party and you've only got one chance at it.  So work hard- play hard- dance, sing, jump around and love love love!  The underlying meaning of Love is so incredible and people use the word like it's a frisbee.  It's not meant to be thrown around with useless reasoning and intentions.  Love is to be kind; to show peace; to care; to be happy and show it towards others; to be thougthful and to be one love!

 

NP: Ingrid Michaelson, Be OK
Ah, I've missed writing on here.  As some of you know, I decided to take a social networking fast.  That plan originally didn't include blogging, but after short consideration.. it did.  Fasting was a lot easier than I thought.  My family easily reigned as first priority and for once, other people's problems weren't mine.
A lot has been going on internally and externally.  I've been faced with some inordinate and unexpected battles that changed my heart in small ways.  Other experiences haven't been as meager.  It amazes me the exchange in love one gets when love is what is being put out.  The stressed importance of putting out love into our world cannot grow faded.  It's what keeps forces, hearts and atmosphere in tact.  Without love, people are lost; hearts are entwined with thorns and the soul ambition is dithered.  So, can you be loved, and be loved?