NP: Kelly Klarkson, Behind These Hazel Eyes

All a girl wants is to be loved.  Especially by her friends.  Expecting things from people is like commanding it to rain whenever you want it to.  You can't.  Being let down is kind of like going through a bad breakup.  It hurts, it sucks and you're upset.  But i'm more upset at myself than anything else for being so blind.  Or better yet, for wanting something so badly and having faith in that something only to have the dagger twisted a little bit deeper.  I knew better.  It's stupid really.  Not worth the time it takes to think/ over think it.  I get it.  You have no idea how much I get it.  Steady your hand. Pull it together.  Slow to speak, slow to anger.  How many times have I posted that?

Happy New Year by the way.  Here's to depending on no one, loving more and new beginnings.