As human beings, we rely on others to fulfill whatever need we're searching for. We lose hope for ourselves and we search for it in places that we probably shouldn't. And when that ray of hope becomes a boys face; it becomes a trust issue for me too. Relying on a boy to be my hope and fix all of my problems is an insecurity that I wish no girl has. They might temporarily save you by putting a bandage on your sore, but expecting more is absurd. Once in a life time that bandage might actually turn into an eternal hold that heals your soul and heart. But expecting it every time out of every guy is silly. Don't do that to yourself. There's better things out there for you and they have yet to come. OR maybe they have and I urge you to hold on tightly to that and never let it falter.
