My whole life has always been planned out for me. Not in complete detail like those perfectly mannered uniformed kids, but more like the athlete who has a dream of going to college and is going to fulfill that dream because that's what the plan is. My parents never told me what to do or where I was going, but they simply suggested it. I wanted it for myself. "The heart has reasons that reason cannot know." Sometimes I question reason and what reason there is, but like that saying, you don't always know "why" and there doesn't always have to be a "why." Okay, I'm not trying to be confusing, that's just how my mind works. I'm an over thinker. I have a plan, but it's constantly changing and it's going to again just when I think I have it settled and figured out. It's pretty scary not knowing. The future is so full of possibilities, it's impossible to pin point exactly where I'll be or what will happen to me. That includes tomorrow. I trust God has a plan. And I believe in fate. Whatever fate that is. As long as I have a vision, or more than just "A" vision, I know I will be okay. It's just a little scary sometimes.
