NP: John Mayer, Waiting on the World to Change

(An appropriate song title for today anyways.)

The mantra is to "stick with your gut." But what if you truly don't know that what your gut is feeling or if it's right or wrong; what do you do? I want so badly to say it out loud and call out the called for; but what if I'm wrong? What if I make a fool of myself for jumping to conclusions and lose valued keepsakes? Confrontation will obviously be short and rejected. So much is spiraling down and fast. Do you sit back and watch the catastrophe? Or do you make a move? Would you rather what could have been or what you could do? Questions pile up in haystacks and they build up inside and you don’t know if you should ask them or keep them away and hide.  When the world becomes nothing but heavy background aperture and thoughts elude,